4.09.2014

"Unresting death, a whole day nearer now."


I work all day, and get half-drunk at night.   
Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare.   
In time the curtain-edges will grow light.   
Till then I see what’s really always there:   
Unresting death, a whole day nearer now,   
Making all thought impossible but how   
And where and when I shall myself die.   
Arid interrogation: yet the dread
Of dying, and being dead,
Flashes afresh to hold and horrify.

4.02.2014

3.03.2014

Benroth (abstraction #14)


A road.

I work hard.
I beat on walls and skulls.
I run up stairs, most significant stairs.
I work hard.
The road is all. The road is all. The road is all.